Natalie Harp wrote two intensely personal letters to Donald Trump during or after his May 2023 golf trip to the president's courses in Scotland and Ireland. The Daily Beast published the letters Thursday, offering a revealing look at Harp's loyalty, anxiety and emotionally loaded relationship with Trump. In one letter, Harp apologized for allegedly causing stress during the overseas trip. She wrote that she panicked after believing she had been left alone at an airport, called Trump from a Customs van without her passport and later regretted walking onto the golf course instead of taking a cart. What Did Natalie Harp Tell Donald Trump? Harp asked Trump to forgive her if she had created additional problems and said she wanted everything between them to remain “right.” She also wrote that she had been so distracted that she sometimes forgot to eat or sleep, while worrying that comments from others had damaged Trump's opinion of her. The second letter mixed gratitude with clear signs of exhaustion. Harp thanked Trump for helping her “unplug” on the golf course, referenced her White House nickname “Human Printer” for rapidly bringing him favorable articles, and said she envied people whose jobs involved simply talking with Trump and looking attractive. She described herself as caught between staff and Trump's social circle, compared the situation with her former job at One America News Network and told Trump he had the right to criticize her because, in her view, no one cared about her more.